December 2009
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2009 evaluation,
(I tend to get very extensive with this, so I’ll try to keep it short and general)
I was sitting down on my bed, realizing that there is only about a couple more days left of 2009. I was reminiscing, realizing how much has happened to me this year. A lot of ups and downs, but I wouldn’t trade any of it.
But I will say this: 2009, by far, has been one of the best years of my life.
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I hate how I allow others to think for me
Nothing else to blog about,
So….I’m watching CSI: NY while my boyfriend crashes on my bed -____- And now he’s snoring really loud, LOL! (Baby, if you see this, sorrry! I just had to put your bidness out there!)
Well, my day was alrigh. It was really off. I didn’t do much; just chilled at home, ate food, watched High School Musical 3: Senior Year with my sister, some America’s Next Top Model,...
Feelin' good,
You know what I learned recently? Be honest. Honesty really does go a long way. And being open, especially to your close friends. I had to learn that lesson the hard way..
The fight helped me realize my flaws as a best friend. When we all thought it was perfect, there is still a lot of work that needs to be done. A work in progress(: the fight made me appreciate my girls even more, as well....
Karma,
I’m already going through shit, mentally…and now this happens?..
Well, it is my fault. I brought this upon myself…and I can’t blame anyone for feeling the way they are. I fucked up and I’m facing the consequences..
Cres was right…karma does eventually bite you in the ass..
lightweight depression/anxiety attacks,
-______-
Please, bare with me..
It just hit me...
I really miss Nicole, Meredith, and Ronna..
I needa chill with my bests soon..
#2
kaayleen:
I have my moments when I get irritated by the littlest things.
Simbang Gabi
Every Christmas time, I always look forward to Simbang Gabi. It makes me feel closer to God and to my Roots(: I always like waking up at 4am, get ready, and head to OLOP for 5am mass! I love it!
I wish I can go to St. John’s Simbang Gabi tonight! I wonder how their Simbang Gabi is like(:
I feel much better..
And relieved that I told you tonight(:
this made my day
thecomepassion @Masaaaaa you gotta join the beatfest one day! A female beatboxer/singer/dancer/(song)writer… Pretty epic if you ask us!
Thanks, Ate Gian(:
I am so blessed,
After yesterday’s events, I’ve never been so spiritually enlightened. I’m still trying to soak in everything.
The set that Nico, Cres, and I performed at FUSION yesterday meant a lot to me. That performance, in general, meant a lot to me. It was different from all sets that we’ve done. That set challenged us, vocally and instrumentally. The song choices we chose...
I lack strength within myself,
I look around and see all my close friends who know how to hold their shit down and I envy them for that..
I wish I had the strength to stand up for myself and not have others fight my own battles for me. I know I come off with this ‘miss independent’ vibe, but that is not me at all…
and I hate it…
HELLO WINTER BREAK!
I don’t think I did too well on my History Final to be brutally honest -_- I tried…
But other than that, I’m so happy that Winter Break has officially begun! My day started out wonderfully, actually. Since Jelly and I finished our Final early, we decided to grab a cup of coffee and just chit-chat since we haven’t seen each other all week. I mean, we do see each other...
Yes, just one more day left...
I’ve been anticipating for Friday to come, so I can do my History Final and finally start Winter Break! This quarter was really something. The load was mad crazy, but it helped me out a lot. It made me realize that college is no joke! You seriously need to work your ass off to get the grades you want. Teachers do NOT bullshit with you, period. It’s not like high school where they...
Uhhh oh, spaghetti-o's
So I was eating spaghetti-o’s this morning while I was texting my RB. Right when I finished eating, her text msg pops up and the first line says…
‘uhhhh oh, spaghetti-o’s’
O_____________o
Can you say, RB INSTINCT!?
Continuity,
Now that my RB and I are talking again, I would’ve thought that things would be okay now, but something still doesn’t feel right. Maybe it’s what I’m keeping inside that’s bothering me. I’ll say something eventually.
I just need to endure two more days and then Winter Break officially starts and I can relax(: I’m counting down
Day Two
night.
I have Cultural Anthropology with Gerald Fermin!
Yay, at least one person I know will be in a class with me!(:
breakin' down...slowly
As I watch everyone finally experience their better days, I officially hit ROCK BOTTOM this morning when I was in the process of getting all my study materials together. I know I always say that I feel off on certain days, but this particular day was different from all the off days I’ve had. As my OB would say, ‘Now that was something’. I guess everything finally hit me and I...
I feel really off right now,
I don’t know what it is, but something is telling me to be worried…I’ve never felt this way before -_-
Something just really came over..
I need to stay organized,
Yay, no school tomorrow! I’m studying ALL DAY!
Anthropology 4 - Wednesday from 7AM-9AM - Bring Scantron - Bring Blue Book - Essay Question due at midnight on Thursday - Go over study guide - Re-read certain chapters
Humanities 10 - Thursday from 915AM-1115AM - Scantron? - Re-read Christianity and Islam chapters - Go over Study Guide
History17A - Friday 915AM-1115AM - Finish Autobiography...
I have my reasons
I just need to find my center again.
I know the saying…when it’s right there, grab it and go, but some times grabbing everything isn’t always the best thing. I’m moving way too fast, trying to kill two birds with one stone. I’m too caught up in the momentum and I need to relax and let everything fall back into place. I just need to slow down for a bit,...
overwhelmed..
Yeah, I can feel it already that this week is not going to look good for me -_-
With a performance on Saturday, practice on a daily basis (okay, probably not on a daily basis) is a must! We haven’t put together a medley yet, but it’s in the works. I’m excited for the show though!
It’s Finals this week, so I need to get on my grind and study. I don’t know how...
N’SYNC - Merry Christmas, Happy Holidays
I...
Busy, busy, weeeeeek!
I’m dreading it but at the same time, excited! I needa run down my schedule to organize myself. And you get to take a glimpse of what’s in store for me.
Today - FUSION Meeting at 3PM
Monday: - Last Regular Class - Study for Finals - Get three scantrons and a green book
Tuesday - No School - Study for Finals - Practice for FUSION
Wednesday - Anthropology Final from 7AM-9AM - Study...
Before you walk inside,
Please keep all the personal bullshit out the door.
Thanks.
Fall Quarter,
I look back and I’m disappointed in myself for how bad I slipped. I know there were moments where I was caught up in my work and I was going at a really good pace, but majority of the time, I was procrastinating or not doing work, period. And now that the quarter is coming to an end, that’s when I start stepping up and I don’t like that -_-
I mean, I can’t fully blame...
Winter Q classes
The system crashed at 5AM, so I was frustrated! And I’ve been on the computer since 730am trying to get in, and I successfully got in at like 8 but it was lagging and lagging, so was getting scared that I wasn’t going to get the classes I wanted.
BUT! with all the persistence and patient, I finally got my classes(:
8:30AM-9:20AM Cultural Anthropology 9:30AM-10:20AM - American...