February 2010
30 posts
another one for yall,
Love, can you tell me where this is going because I’ve been sitting here, waiting for you Growing weary, day by day and I am tired Tired of the foolish games you’re playing Tired of constantly having to wipe these rivers ot tears that I cry ..endlessly, nightly, daily. and I’m just sick and tired My heart is tanking, yearning for some guidance and I need answers, your answers...
January 2010
32 posts
M.I.A,
I do have time to blog here and there, but I just don’t want to talk about my day all the time. So, might as well not blog, right?
But pretty much, I’ve been doing my own thing lately. School, hanging out with friends, hanging out with the boyfriend; the usual. And I’ve been writing a lot as well. Poetry, finishing up my song, about to do a song with Babe, and I’m...
....
Sometimes, we fail to realize that the best things for us are right under our noses. We're just too caught up in the process of pursuing our wants, that we allow our minds to wander off, away from what's beneficial for us, and for our well-being.
...like love for instance(:
music therapy,
I kinda went through a time travelin’ adventure last night, when I was rummaging through my old mixed CDs, which I can recall, were made back in 2005. CDs players were out and iPods were the new shit to own. I was surprised with the music that I came across. I said to myself, Damn! I was listenin’ to this back in the day!?
Each song I came across gave me this nostalgic feeling. ...
Coping.
but I’m slippin’..”/
It’s times like these where..
…I need to find my center again, cause I’m slowly losing myself..
A Tribe Called Quest, De La Soul, The Roots, J....
and the list goes on and on..
Back to that Hip-hop and Neo-soul movement<3
“thank you so much for everything. I don’t know what I would do without you...”
– Ronna-Lee Lokelani Cabalar. This totally made my day<3
2:55am,
Today was kinda something. I’ve had my off days but this day has got to be one of the most off-est days I’ve ever experienced. I was probably moodswingin’ the whole day. I pretty much spent my day on my bed. I was planning on being productive by doing my homework and what not, but that was an epic failure! And I had this bad feeling in my gut the whole entire afternoon going...
whoa...something doesn't seem right..
I know what's bothering me,
And it’s always been bothering me. I don’t want to sound clingy, so I’m not going to talk about it. This person knows what I’m talking about though; we’ve talked about it multiple amount of times.
Scared to face the reality..
I was talking to my RB on the phone..
And it just hit me how much is going to change next Fall and it just saddens me to even think how different everything is going to be..
With how content life may be, we all wish for things to stay the same, just the way it is but we all know that life does not work out that way. Things are going to happen, whether we are going to like it or not. That’s life for you. We need to meet new...
3am,
I’ve been awake and I can’t sleep. It was my stomache that woke me up and it started acting all funny again -_- I woke up to 29 text messages and all but ONE were from Twitter, HAHAHAH!
Masa, get yourself together..do not..
5 tags
The only one awake,
I’m currently at Ronna’s house and the only one awake. Last night was kinda something. It was nice having a little reunion with my bests and the boys. It’s been awhile since I’ve actually hung out with everyone since I’ve pretty much been doing my own thing lately. Unfortunately, I got fucked up again -___- off of five shots. But it was all good. I needed to get...
I can't sleep..
He’s sleeping right beside me..snoring away. HAHAHAHAHAH! so I’m wide-awake while he’s dozing away..kawawa for me though): it’s cool. He’s tired..I’ll find something to occupy myself
first week back,
Back to school again and I’m enjoying all my classes. I’m actually caught up with all my work(: and I’m proud of myself!
Other than that, life’s good(: just pretty much been doing my own thing, going with the flow of things, and enjoying the company of loved ones. I’m trying to start of this year good.
But for some reason, something still doesn’t feel...
I miss my boyfriend. A LOT
:(
School, school, school!
Some say Winter Break went by way too fast. For me, I think it was just right. I know I keep saying that I’m dreading school tomorrow, but I’m actually excited for it. A fresh start and an opportunity to redeem myself. Fall Quarter did not look good, AT ALL! So, I’m really going to step it up this quarter. I’m actually going to pay attention and take notes. Do my...
I need to make a trip to Fremont soon,
I feel bad that Babe always comes down here…and I never go up there. And I still needa make a trip to Hayward to visit him at work): this is horrible.
Well to-dos: buy my books at De Anza, buy an outfit for Justine’s cotty, buy a gift, jam?, Open Mic tonight at McCarthy Ranch Borders!
Peace
I'm going to start blogging more,
I’ve been on a Tumblr-hiatus for quite some time now. I mean, yeaah I’ve been blogging, but it’s just nonsense. I haven’t really blogged about important things or even about my day anymore. It’s kinda sad, actually. I’ve been keeping to myself a lot lately, and I’m caught up doing other things and I just don’t have the time. Or maybe, I just...
Happy New Years!
I’ll blog later on today!